| | Current Music: | back to nature | | Subject: | Omyoji | | Time: | 10:18 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/ecstatic.gif) ecstatic |
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| Lisa - "Brynte!" Brynte - "Lisa!"
Together - "I am rite here."
Well I was just witness to Voices of a Distant star ... needless to say it was real grand. My favrit part was when ..... um ..... the hole thing. Like I said it was amazing.
I think I need a sparing partner or perhaps several. I have a feeling that I wouldn't cut it any more in a fight. Sure I have cunning, wits, skill, speed but practice I'm lacking at .... and we all know that a hinge that never gets used rusts! Maybe Nick or Freddy will assist me in my quest for self betterment.
- brynte* | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment   |
| | Time: | 10:38 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/thankful.gif) thankful |
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| I see it there written in your eyes
Passes me by
Everything on the eternally finite emerald
It’s in your eye
I prayed for rain, asked for shad from the iron rain of a solemn winter
Take this
Take me
I searched for an alchemist to ask him what I should wonder
Know this
Know me
Where will it rest, this malcontent
Passes me by
Your hearts in it all, he know it’s true
It’s in your sigh
I love you now
Lisa sigh
Lisa make me die
Pleas
Thank you
I love you always
Lisa mine
Lisa pleas make me
Die
Thank you
You’re the only thing that can kill me
I crave it in your lips
(your what the alchemist told me to crave)
So kiss me and make me see I’m not dead
Make me grateful I know your name
Make me grateful I know what love is
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Well this is the second morning that I've bin righting in the park. It's also the second morning that I've seen a fox ... I think it was the same fox as I had seen yesterday. Vary sweet.
Today Nick, I and I think Catrina are all going to do something. Perhaps we will have an immense sword fight and perhaps I will rein victorious ....
Well I hope you like the poem ... it's kind of love stricken but aren’t they all.
- brynte | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 10:28 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/listless.gif) listless |
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| This is amazing, this moment when you open your eyes to me
The soul open to me, it makes me thirst for this moment when I drive home alone
Your hair stricken room is the only place I want to be, no covers for me to die in
Only your arms, only our hearts to keep us warm
Holding your hand is what I do to feel the pulse from the only heart worth knowing
This is my voice played out for you
I thank him for the riddle of your laugh
I run so fast to catch your laugh
The riddle of this life, there connected
Like you, like me
You ask me all the questions that expose me, make me know
Know you are all I want, so I’ll thank him on the way home
Where ever we go I take the long way
A way more scenic, and that’s how I know
How I know I need you
Is it you, is it me who puts the impression of your face on my heart
Alone I think of you, the heart beats fast and that’s how I know
How I know I love you
~brynte~ | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Opeth | | Subject: | ara-spective | | Time: | 11:42 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/giddy.gif) giddy |
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| I believe that I felt the first breath of Iavas (Autumn) yester day. Wonderful was the wind and gray sky in contrast to the green of the foliage of an early Urui (August) day. It makes me want to go camping. I’m not sure exactly when but Lisa, Missy, Shamus and I plan on going camping perhaps in Narbeleth (October), or if not, then perhaps in the Ethuil (Spring).
All the words that I’m using instead of the English ones are Elvish. I gave Lisa an Elvish name today its:
Ainandune – Meaning “holy sunset”, taken from the two words aina (or spelled here ain’), meaning holy, and andune, meaning sunset.
Seeing as the “lu o ivanneth” (time of harvest) is near I’ll recite the lyrics to “Harvest”, by Opeth.
Harvest
Stay with me a while
Rise above the vile
Name my final rest
Poured into my chest
Pledge yourself to me
Never leave me be
Sweat breaks on my brow
Given time ends now
Spirit painted sin
Embers neath my skin
Veiled in pale embrace
Reached and touched my face
Into the orchard I walk peering way past the gate
Wilted scenes for us who couldn’t wait
Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead
Halo of death, all I see is departure
Mourners lament but it’s me who’s the martyr
Lisa is in Seattle, Washington right now but in a week and a half she will be in Chicago and I’ll be going there to visit for approximately a week. I can’t wait to meet her parents. Her mom sound kind and her dad is a Physicist.
welp – ara out | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| For years the Idea of the Big Bang (BB) always bothered me and now I know why. It's totally absurd, thats why. Current cosmology states that the observable universe dose not show the correct amount of mass to fulfill the criteria for the theory of the BB.
After hearing that you would think that they would just call it quits, but that just is not the case. See the so call "scientists" of the "if this theory fails I'll be a hack for the rest of my life (because this theory is my life)" science department, just cant let go. They would go under if they did.
So the universe dose not have the matter needed ... thats probably because it's not trying hard enough, ether that or current hierarchy of cosmologists are just not paying them sufficient funds to be so ... um heavy.
What happened is BB theorists devised a plan (like Reda from the first season of "Power Rangers") to make their theory of the universe grow. This design to make the universe heavier than it is is named "Dark Matter". In other words matter that can't be detected but is so heavy that it tips the scales in favor of the BB.
Well you might be asking your self, "what exactly is 'Dark Matter'".
http://www.shef.ac.uk/physics/research/pa/Dark-Matter-Introduction.html?CFID=7267688&CFTOKEN=59426264&jsessionid=0630858881091028390626
That exactly what it is. Probably the biggest crock of gayness I've ever seen ... maybe even known to man. I especially like the statement of, "Astronomers have been forced to conclude that the universe contains huge amounts of dark matter ...". Astronomers and Cosmologists (yes I realize that their is a difference) are not forced to do anything.
Astronomers and Cosmologists who believe in the BB however are forced in to the funnel of theorizing on theories of theories. See Dark matter is perhaps the strangest feature of conventional cosmology. This is do to the fact that most cosmologists believe that 99% of the universe is unobservable (dark) or in other words dose not emit radiation. These particles are necessitated but never observed.
With out the help of Dark Matter it is hard to say that even things on such a small scale as our own galaxy could have been formed at the early stages of the BB universe by way of tiny clumps, called fluctuations, in the process of gravitational attraction.
"The test of scientific theory is the correspondence of predictions and observations, and the Big Bang has flunked ...", Eric J. lerner states. For him the universe is not flat and homogeneous. He is a leader in the field of Plasma Cosmology.
Plasma cosmology is the fact that the universe is older than 20 million years old, bigger that 150 million ly in diameter and for the love of ice-cream is not flat. (Theory) Instead our universe is without end and without a beginning. Plasma cosmology states that the major force of the universe is electromagnetism and electricity not gravity. Just take a look in a physics book. I for one I am beginning to see the difference between making theories about the universe and making the univers fit in your theory of it. Dedicating your life to a theory is insubstantial and detrimental, dedicating your life to the betterment of mankind and the observation and relay of true science isn't.
"What makes God comprehensible is that he cannot be comprehended."
-Tertullian, C. A.D. 200
"The most incomprehensible thing about the universe is that it is comprehensible."
-Albert Einstein, 1935
"The more the universe seems comprehensible, the more it seems pointless."
-Steven Weinberg, 1977
"We may now be near the end of the search for the ultimate laws of nature."
-Stephen Hawking, 1988
After reading the four above statements one would think that the eternity that is the heavens, just like our own human mind, could never be fully explained or seen written on a chalk bord (regardless of it's size), yet is it possible that it could be written on a single emerald? Tell me what you think. For those of you who know what I mean I commend you, for those who do not read "The Alchemist".
- brynte | | comments: 9 comments or Leave a comment |
| Holy peace of awsome Batman! Well I didn't go on that date to Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter and Spring with steph ... but rather went went to the AFalseNotion show. No biggi thow. She kinda talked through her nose and was real anowing some times to talk to on the phone. A real nice geek though.
The following weekend however I did go to a partty at Amiee's house and had quite the time. We plaed truth or dare while some of the other kids were watching the movie Signs. I had bin appointed a dare, by amiee and shara, to scare the movie watching kids witless. So I did. Rite at the part where Mel is in the guy who ran over his wife with the car'ses house, and is looking under the door with a knife I snuk in the front door. Proceeding to sneek along the floor on my stumick I jumped out from behind a doorway and scard the bejebus out of them.
I went to the singels confrinc last weekend and had a ball of a time. I'll talk more about it latter though.
- aara | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| All I want to do is poop, yet all I CAN do is look at live journals.
I had a blind date on last saterday and man she didn't talk like the entier time. I even pulled out the whole, "so is you name jenny with a y or a ie?" and I didnt get a word out of her.
I am however going to be going to "Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter and Spring" on saterday though with a hot chick by the name of Hotness a.k.a.-stephinie.
I started to to teach Tai Chi Chuan to my friend jeff yesterday. He liked it so much that he wants to do it today. I told him he could come over and practice eny time he wanted becouse I do it every day. | | comments: 9 comments or Leave a comment |
| It's bin approximately three weeks since I came back from TN to live in MN with my sister Daisy. And much has happened. As many of you know I'm Mormon and have bin going, regularly, to church on Sundays. Also as of late I have bin reading my scriptures every day with out fail, I've mentioned this because it brings me so much edification every time I do. I started back-wards however and have finished "the Pearl of Great Price". Now I'm currently reading "the Book of Mormon".
I guess that one significant thing about me coming back is that I missed nick a whole f*@k'n lot, but me and him are back to our old tricks again and practice Kung Fu every Sunday afternoon. When i first came back however he told me that Jennie was going to be his new apprentice and that someday she would squash me ... like a bug. "Let her try .... for you'll seal your fate the day you decide to fight me!" She told him that she didn't know what to think about being his apprentice but all in all she would like to squash me like a bug.
Daisys' and mine apartment is located rite across the street from the Crystal LDS Chapel. It's great to not have to drive to church on Sundays, I however started going to singles ward last Sunday, thats over by the Mall of America, and will consequently always have to drive.
I've bin doing standing Chi Gung ever since I came back and have bin better for it. My current standing power record is 44 Min. It's getting up there. hopefully by the time the summer is over I will be able to do it for hours on end. And will be going to the United Martial Arts school.
Vary recently Daisy and I began to understand that the things we own should not own us. Well The truth is that we didn't just realize this but instead started to discus it in great detail.
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Chen Yinquan said, "People who devote themselves to external things want things to be good, but they don't require their own mind and body to be good. When they happen to have things good in terms of external things, they do not realize their minds and bodies are already spoiled." nowadays people have plenty of housing, clothing, food and utensils, yet they are embarrassed to not have as much as others; yet when it comes to not learning as much as others, or not having as much conscience as others, they have no shame - why is that? Their thoughtlessness is extreme!
- Anthology on the Cultivation of Realization_author unknown
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One more thing ... When I came home I was yelled at by my mother nad her husband for continuing to show interest in "the church of jesus christ of latter day saints", my mother basicly told me to f*@k off if this was the way i was going to head with my life and that she did not approve at all, proceeding right in to a speech how her beliefs were superior that mine and that their was know other way. Needless to say I didn't like that speech at all. Is it just me or do some people just like to control others.
MY MOTHER LIKES TO CONTROL PEOPLE -
exhibit A) Shes an intirrior desighner. The basses of this job is to tell people what they need, buy it FOR them with their own money, and then get other people to to do the labor for her(with the clients money of corse).
exhibit B) My above statment about religon.
exhibit C) The fact that she molded my sister, who has had no OTHER major motherly (or fatherly for that matter) in her life, to turn out to be a shining and cuntigent replica of my mother, due, no dout, to years apon years of hostile brain takeover.
- brynte | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| Kill Bill vol. 2 ....... WHAT!!! Thats right I saw it and it rocked my world ... to the extreme max!!!!!
I also dyed my hair so it's more red ... now I look like Fade and Raban from Dune! It's so Core!
I've also bin doing my cannon fist and praying mantis forms along with my 24 set Yang style Tai Chi form. I haven't actually had lots of time to do meditation, but I've real occupied with other things.
The LDS girls down hear are real friendly and I don't want to leave any of them! But I'll have to in the months to come.
My understanding of Tai Chi is expanding at an alarming pace. Every day I find something new to explore. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | The Ultimate Hip-Hop Collection!!! | | Subject: | TNaiji | | Time: | 02:13 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/busy.gif) reader |
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| Hello I’ve bin in TN since 9 am yesterday and now I’m staying with my sister Susanna, Daisy and her son Ryan in Cookeville. Cookeville is around an hour and 15 min. away from Nashville, so I don’t actually have too great of a chance to find the scene here. Oh well.
Today Kill Bill 2 comes out and holy crapola!!!! I can’t wait to see it! I think there might actually be an old kung fu master in it. You know the kind with long white hair and beard.
Well I’ll write more latter bye!!!
- brynte
ps – I miss Nick and some other people …… I can’t seem to remember any of their names however. | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
| | I'm leaving .... on a bus. Last Sunday I decided to move to Tennessee. The end. I’m leaving next Tuesday. All of you who wish to say good bye and well wishes, feel free. | | comments: 20 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | bla! | | Time: | 02:50 am |
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| | I hate the fact that my computers word documents aren't compatible with my parents ..... only if I had the inter net connection to my own computer it would make thins so mush easier. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| I hear the song play. It plays and I race to the starting line … I stand motionless for a fleeting moment. Then begins my movement. Slow, always slow. Never needing to go fast. When you lose as often as I do you see no need to go fast, like a suspenseful part of a movie that plays on for what seems like forever not ever coming to a seeable end. A playable end. That’s what makes it better more exiting, makes the happy parts more than just that. My feet spread and the drama starts along with the rising sun. I control it, make it show light on my vessel of self. The chanting starts and the song continues with my movements and now with the embrace of day. The embrace of a sunrise that never fades. Like an oil lamp that burns so fervently in me slowly ever so slow. I close all the doors and open but one while I fade and shift. I practice with none but gravity and all but vengeance. Although vengeance is something that belongs to all of us I take it with me ever where I go even thought it lays dormant. It’s expressed only in the song playing and the color in my eyes. I’m always dead yet never dieing, never there but always trying. Always gaining. Always striding. Slowly cutting the binds from you. It’s here that all my scars became books to learn from, books that I now use to play on and though and from. As my arms stretch toward the sky they sink slowly ever slow. My feet bring it together and to an end. The torch I now light is a glow and with it I burn my heart for the suffering. So if you see my ghost by flame, know he’s telling you lies.
- aara | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| WoW!!!!!
I went to go see the Mates of State show last night and it was the greatest show I've ever seen. They even played the greatest encore I've ever been witness to.
They were so cute and so awesome and so funny and every thing they sang made me smile so damn much.
After how ever Travis, Adam, Ellen and I went to Noodles & Co. We then proceeded to go to Travis’s house and watch Zoolander. During the Movie we pieced out things that we don't normally pay attention to and we all laughed ..... Hard!
- brynte | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | 50 cent ....... n't | | Subject: | xxxwigglextimexxx | | Time: | 10:45 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/awake.gif) awake |
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| Yesterday I was with Nicole F. at cold stone. I had mint ice cream with pecans and twix, and she had coffee ice cream with brownie. By speculation we think the person behind the counter was a volunteer, because he put a whole brownie in to her ice cream scoop. She told me latter that it was too much brownie and that she didn’t like it at all. The end. We latter went to her house after almost getting there and then turning around to get gas. When we did get to her house she showed me her cat and her brothers porn selection, after that we watched Family Guy.
In current events I went to go move the rest of my things from the house in Isanti and it turned in to the worst night of my life.
-aara out
ps – how many people, our age, can say that they have bin taunted by a 50 year old man trying to imitate their voice. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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